Friday 15 October 2010

tell me this isn't true!

Yes, the rev commited suicide. This song is his goodbyes.. and if you dont believe me, then read the 2010 revolver magazine with avenged. Matt talks about jimmy's death. "yeah, he fucking planned it all out, that crazy fuck [laughs]." also "he always had stomach problems. He said it felt like his stomach was bleeding. So we took him to the doctor and they said it was a sign of heart disease. He was suppose to go to a cardiologist but never did." in the rev's autopsy they found he had cardiomegaly "an enlarged heart". Explaining the symptoms jimmy felt. Matt said he drank alot to get rid of the pain and that jimmy knew something was wrong and he'd soon be gone. Before jimmy's passing they held a big party and jimmy was hammered and kept drinking and drinking and matt told him to stop but he wouldn't. He sat there playing piano, laughing, and having his last fun.. Matt also said he was behaving very weirdly.. Once the party was over, jimmy gave matt a cd... on the cd was the drumtrack, piano track, and lyrics part tracks of the rev's last masterpiece fiction.. along with the cd were finished lyrics. He gave it to matt and said, "thats it man, the last song" after that, jimmy went home.. 6 hours the rev was found dead. The overall story is he knew he had a heart problem since childhood, so at 18 he started working on fiction, planned everything out, put hidden messages in song, "afterlife, brompton cocktail, etc." and at 28 he was in too much pain and knew he would'nt be around much longer, so he had one last awesome night, then overdosed himself so he could speed up the process and end the suffering. And I knew right when I heard this song that had to be the case. Once I read the magazine, it all came together. So very sad it had to be him though :'( RIP REV

found this on youtube @crammiddleschool.

Saturday 2 October 2010

down with love, what a PERFECT ending

a taiwanese drama, friggin sweet movie series. starring jerry yan as yu ping, ella chen as yang guo, ji xing lin as yu fei, xiao xiao bin as yu ting, kelly huang as yang duo, michael zhang as ke zhong and chen zi han as hui fan :)
i just got done watching down with love, i love the ending friggin' much, it was PERFECT. omg i envy yang guo like so much. aaaa. jerry yan, youre so so so so so handsome. i love your dimples ;)
at the end, yu ping marry yang guo then yang guo's sister yang duo with ke zhong, yang guo's friend ye ling with his boy friend. im so in love with you jerry yan :) i wish i had a boyfriend just like you. youre just sweeeeet.


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